~~SUCCESS!--Life Post~~

Thank you, everyone....

Thank you for having faith in me, commenting, and keeping right on reading. I love you. I don't know any of you, but thank you. You're making me smile today.

How are you tonight? Is everything going well? I sure hope so....I really do hope so. I have faith in you guys to be alright.

Do you have faith in me? You ought to. I try very hard to be alright.

You should be very proud of me....

I asked for help today. I spoke with the guidance councilor. Climbed off the bus and went straight to the office. I got help. I told them everything--that my self-destructive other personality is awake and she wants to destroy me.

I was in guidance for four hours.

I missed all my classes--but one.

I had a wonderful day....

I am so very proud of myself. I can't believe I did it. I can't believe I finally asked for help. I finally...took that step to admit I need it.

And I know my next steps to get better. Next, I need to find God. I need to get that under control. At least, my...my version of God. I need to be comfortable in a church again. I need to feel better. I need to...get stronger.

I`m going to be alright.

Have...have faith in me.