Monday, December 16, 2013

~~You Could've~~

You could have done
So much for me.
You could have
Made me forgive you.
You could have kept
My anger from rising.
You could have done
So much better for me!
Get out of my sight....
Get out of my sight!
You could've made me love you.
But not tonight!
Get out of my sight.
I loved you once--
What more do you want from me?
I loved you once--
I won't prove that any more!
Get out of my sight....
I don't want to see your smile.
Get out of my sight...
I never stopped loving you...
Please, pretty please....
Get out of my sight.
Leave me alone!
I can't love you any more...
You could have kept me in your arms.
But you didn't.
You made me hate you.

~~Slip It Through~~

It doesn't need to hurt.
It doesn't need to bleed.
Hold on tight and let
Me bring you to your knees.
Love me tonight.
Love me tomorrow.
Slip it through the hole
And stitch me together....
I'll bleed for you.
I'll scream for you.
Bring me to my knees--
I'll die for you.
Slip it through the hole,
And pull it tight.
Stitch me together
In any shape you'd like.
Make me your darkened dreamer.
I'll be your ragdoll lover.
Slip it through the hole.
Slip it through the slivers.
Slip it through the scars.
Slip it through the tears.
I'll be your ragdoll lover--
Emotionless and unable to fight.
I'll be your ragdoll lover--
Just pull the string tight.
Pull on my leash.
Strap on my collar.
Pull the rope through the hole
And make it burn.
I'll be your ragdoll lover--
Just bring me to my knees.
Just bring me to my knees....

~~You Frustrate Me~~

I'm tired of you, ya hear?
I'm tired of your bullshit friendship.
I'm tired of your judging eyes.
I'm tired of everything I do
Not being good enough.
I'm tired of you never treating me right.

I'm tired of your gorgeous eyes.
I'm tired of loving you.
I'm tired of your smile.
I'm tired of trying so hard
To please someone who won't love me.
I'm tired of you being straight.

I'm tired of pretending it's okay.
I'm tired of never getting a gift.
I'm tired of never being appreciated.
I'm tired of never being listened to
When all I want to do is love you.
I'm tired of being alone.

I'm tired of not one single present.
I'm tired of you never trying.
I'm tired of your excuses.
I'm tired of you skating by
Because I love you.
I'm tired of you never figuring it out.

I'm tired of you in general.
I'm tired of saying you're my best friend.
I'm tired of being your friend.
I'm tired of saying
That I don't care about being appreciated.
I'm tired of losing so much for you.

I'm tired of always wanting to see you.
I'm tired of hoping for your voice.
I'm tired of wishing you would listen.
I'm tired of wishing you would see
The amount of things I do for you.
I'm tired of loving you.

Friday, December 13, 2013

~~Unless~~

Unless I awaken
From dreamless sleep
I will fall.
Understand me
When I say,
"I'm not here."
Undue indecency
Will make you
See.
Embrace, embrace
The things
You can't know.
Trust and believe.
Be blind.
Be blind to it.
To the pain and to the reality
Of your life.
If you
Understand....
You will fall.
Listen, please!
Listen to me, my love.
Don't....
Don't drown within yourself.
Awaken
From your dreamless sleep.
Awaken
From reality.
There is something more--
Pull the trigger.