~~If You Could See My Face~~

If you could see my face

You'd see how broken I was.

You'd see how much

I have been drained.

From angry goodbyes

To anxious hello's--

You'd see how much

I prefer the former.

I'm tired of pretending to hide it.

I'm tired of saying it is fine.

It hasn't been fine for years now.

Now go and see the point where things had changed.

See the point where it tipped

Over the edge.

See the point where it got worse.

See the point where the first lie was told.

Go back through the past,

Until you can see

How bad things got

For me.