~~Better than Me~~

I'm growing up, it's true:

My life won't drag me from you.

I mean, I know I'll have to go.

But that doesn't mean forever.

Goodbye for now.

Goodbye for a little while.

I know it won't defeat us,

But it will hurt us....

Goodbye, for now.

I miss you, it's true:

I swore I'd stay with you.

But I guess that wasn't true.

Let's try to speak again.

Rebuild upon the past.

We weren't broken, just hurt--

What we have is what we had.

Let's continue on from here.

My brother, not my lover....

I wish things had not happened

This way....

But, in a way, I'm glad.

I've found true happiness.

Imperfect as it is,

It is more than enough for me.

Ian, I miss you--come back to me.

I don't want to lose you,

And I don't want to miss you.

Be the guy I know you are.

I'll come if you call my name.

I'll disappear, if you ask.

I'll smile, I'll laugh--

Just show me you want me back.

You are doing well.

Maybe you'll find someone better....

Better than I was to you.

Someone who won't cheat.

Good luck, my love--

I'll never forget the time we had.

I'll never forget the promise

We made....

A year to fix

What the world broke.

A year to regain

Ourselves.