~~I Am....Alive~~

So much strength inside

So much I'm trying to hide

So many tears I should cry

So many things that make me lie

Make me lie about being okay

Just so they won't worry today

Make me lie about needing someone

So I can just be alone

I want to hide so much

I want to escape from people's touch

Force it all away from me

So I don't have to feel them care about me

After so long, you'd think I would be used

To people caring, but it's no excuse

I think I will always hide away

Especially on this day

I am alive though, I can heal

One day things will be better, I will feel

I just have to stay around and try

And maybe spend some time alone to cry....