~~Deserves My Dying~~

I don't need to be here.

I don't need to cry.

I don't need to beg

For you to notice me.

You don't need to hurt.

You don't need to scream.

You don't need to mourn me--

For you never knew me.

I wish I could say

That this was the best;

But this is the worst,

So I'll leave you to weep.

I don't need to explain.

I don't need to share.

I don't need to write

For you to know me.

I wish you could see my face.

I wish you could hear my laugh.

I wish you could pretend,

For I know you're lying.

I wish I was better,

I wish I was worse.

My mind is aching.

My mind is hurt.