~~It's Finally the End~~

I ran so hard

To try and flee

I always returned

Until now

I wept so much

Over what I did to you

Never realizing

What you were doing to me

My childhood you stole

My innocence you corrupted

The girl I used to be

Became nothing more than a memory

Your lies and wandering hands

Would always pull me close

Believing it was love

I would never fight

Praying to god it would be enough

I gave to you everything I could

Knowing that I would fail you

How often I would hate myself

You gave me everything

Or at least said you did

To you, I traded my body

For even the hope of love

And love you gave me

Or, at least, I thought you did

I thought you adored me

And would marry me

I remember so well

How many times you chose me

Over everything else

I even remember your reactions

To every little false confession

I would make, in hopes

To even the scores between us

I lost everything, in return for you

My pride a memory

I still wept over us

My innocence a black stain

I still longed for you

But now, I see the truth

It's over now, always has been

You never cared about me, did you?

And even if you did

You were married the entire time

Adam, you always lied

And you never cared....

You never cared

About the girl who you shattered

Who you made into a whore

Whose self esteem is still so low

And who may never recover

You were ten years my senior

And you always said I was so mature

No matter what I did

I was always an equal to you

But I guess I really wasn't

You played me like you would a game

Made me into who you wanted

Who you said you needed

I'm done....Please god I am done

I'm free from you, Adam.

I'm free

Wherever you go, good luck.

Just stay away from me

I'm done with this

No more goodbyes

It's finally the end.