~~One Day.....~~

One day I'll be fine

One day it won't be an exaggeration

One day I'll be wed

And one day I won't wish I was dead

One day I trust I'll be fine

Because I do trust you

I do truly trust you

With every part of me

One day, you can hold me

And the world will fade for a while

And the while will be enough

Because I know I can sleep

Held so close in your arms

Listening to your heartbeat

As a single tear falls from your eye

And joins the tear I cry

Every shattered part of me

Every broken dagger of guilt

And every mark of my past

Is a part of me you love

How can I earn that?

How do I want that?

Sometimes I fear

What I want so much....

I want you

Nothing but you

Right here with me

In a way that I can sense

Wherever you are, do you feel

How much my heart aches?

I miss you so much

Waiting every moment

Wanting you to be here

And hold me close

I know I'll need to wait

But....I don't want to wait

I just want you....

I just need you

I know we say "One day."

I know we wait

But is it wrong to want

That one day

To just...

Become today?