~~An Honest Attempt~~

This life I lead
Is heartless and cold

No, I can't do this any more

I'm done pretending

But it's the life I chose

With all my mistakes

I never did anything wrong

I never wanted this

If I had never changed my mind

I know I would have done better

I chose wrong, so I changed

And tried to make life better

Life is cold

Life is empty

There's love in this world

I need to remember that

Whenever things change

I always can't adapt

I can change if I have to

Given the chance, I can recover

There's no time any more

The door is closed

It's never going to be over

Always a tomorrow

I've forgotten how to smile

It feels like a mask

I can laugh just fine

Even though it feels a little odd

I can't do this, I'm leaving

I'm breaking my promises

I'm never going to leave

Because I can never be alone.