~~For Love~~

Seems like I'm determined

After all the dark has passed

To grab on tight and stay alive

Despite the ending dark

Am I ready for it?

I'll be okay, right?

I know it will hurt

But is it a pain I'm used to?

At least right now

I know it's worth it, right?

As Stepha gets better

So do I

And as I get better

So does my life

I don't regret anything

But, remember, I still

I still miss Adam....

How long has it been

Since we last spoke?

A very long time...

Far, far too long

If I could

I might still run back

If only to make sure

He still lived

I'm scared he killed himself

Over me....

Egotistical but possible, knowing how

People tend to act around me when in love

God...

This poem really isn't the best

But I'm not done it yet

Maybe I'll find

A single gem

And find this one deserving

Of something like a title "For Love"

For love it is, for love it was

And for love that never will be

The end of you, the end of me

The broken heart and the loveless three

Lust, Love, and Heartbreak

A three-eyed monster

Always following

And always hunting....