~~Lonely, Loveless, Fulfilled, At Peace~~

I'm looking to try

And understand

The deeds that bring me here

The little lies

The bouquets of tears

The corset of chains

I'm looking to try

And forgive myself

For all the wrongs I've done

The little scars

The accumulation of secrets

The handcuffs of stars

I'm too used to it now

But it's still a mystery

What did come before?

What will come after?

I wish I knew, but in the end

I never will understand

And in truth I love the mystery

I'll spend my life deciphering

The reasons why we're here

And then I'll spend eternity

Knowing that you await me

One day, just over the rainbow....