~~Greetings from English Class!--Notification Post~~

As some of you may have noticed, yes, the comics have begun to appear! Like the header says: A comic shall appear, when a comic appears.

Be very patient with me, would you? It takes about a half hour and longer to make one of those silly things. I enjoy doing it, though....So, as long as I'm having fun, I don't care if they suck. They will get better eventually, especially if the guys decide on a PLOT.

Raven wants to do this big romance story, Raphael wants to do a cooking class.....

Well, why not do all of it?

I'll work on all the introduction posts today, if I do get the time to that is. I don't focus easily. You should know that by now, dearest readers.

Either way, I think I'll finish this silly post off.

I'm in class, after all.

See you tonight!

~~Mansion Comic Strips!?--Life Post~~

Hey, hey you guys! Guess what? I might just be making a weekly Mansion comic strip! Or maybe every second or third day. I've been kicking this idea around for a while, but I really had no clue how to draw it by hand AND post it, therefore I'm attempting to find a free bit of software I can use.

I already have the plotline for the first four comics, but I need to find the right software. So far, it looks like Bitstrips will be the best one.

It will be VERY cartoony, and possibly not very good, but I'm going to try.

If it comes to it, I will draw them on paint, and upload them myself.

Love you!

~~Setting Up Email to Blogger: Life Post~~

Hey hey hey~~~

Not really a post, just seeing if this works!

~~In A Red Dress And Alone~~

I'll enchant you, pull you to me

Make you fall for me, as if you matter

I'll promise to give you everything of me

But I'll never show you the mirror I shattered

And used the glass to slit my wrist

For I'm not as beautiful as you say

I'll tear off the lips you kissed

And lay down to sleep in the middle of the day

Beauty fades as I suicide

Passes away, leaving the skin so scarred

Pale skin, showing the veins makeup tried to hide

Showing all the things that life had marred

I'll lock you away, and never return

I'll tuck the key down my shirt

A teasing look to make you yearn

A dark laugh so I can make you hurt

In a red dress and alone

I'll dance with you tonight

Maybe you'll guess at all I've never shown

At everything that will never see the light...

~~Why I Hide~~

I can't tell Ian so many things

Why? Because I'm afraid

I'm afraid I'll over burden him

I'm afraid I'll be the one that breaks him

After everything he's done

Who am I to ask him to do more?

After everything he's gone through

Who am I to put him through more?

I'm the girl that he loves

I'm the girl that he chooses over everything else

I'm the girl that will never leave

I'm the girl that makes him happy

I'm the girl that will be the reason

For him to move countries

For him to smile

For him to grow

I'm the girl that he loves the most

So why do I hide so?

I'm the girl I never thought I'd be

God, I hope I'll make him proud....

I should never hide from him

Even though I'm scared to hurt him

I know he feels when I shatter inside

Even when I never mention it

Ian, I apologize

For doing what I promised I wouldn't

For hiding from you

I'll try not to hide any more

You're the man I love the most

You're the man I'll run to

You're the man I choose

You're the one I'll wait for.....

~~Martyr and Angel~~

MARTYR

Give it to me

Let me take your burden

It's all I deserve

I'll carry it for you

I never deserved anything better

I'll play into your delusions

Steal your painful memories

Give you peace

I don't want you to suffer

So I'll suffer in your stead

I'll take it all away

Make you okay

I'll dwell in darkness

For I've given you my light

You don't need to than me

Making you happy was all I desired

Don't ever feel like you owe me anything

This is all I am

And all I care to be

I'm strong enough to take it

ANGEL

You want me to be beautiful

To be kind, and always smile

You want me to care

And hold you close

You want me to be strong

Always ready with a joke

How it would sicken you

If you realized how I felt

I'm not the girl you believe

How I wish I was!

While I do indeed grow

Inside, I still remain frozen

But, for you, I will fight

I will grow and be free

If you say you're proud of me

I'll be the girl you think I am

I promise I'll try at least

Not sure if I'll succeed

But I just don't want you

To ever leave me alone....

TOGETHER

Don't ever lie to me

I promise I never will

I know you're hurting, let me help

I know you're hurting, too

Let me be the one that never hurts you

Let me be the one you can lean on

Let me be the one that knows you

Let me be the one that heals you

When you're happy, so am I

When you're around, I can smile

You make the dark go away

You make me realize I'm alive

Don't ever hide from me, I know how you feel

I won't, as long as you stay

I will never let you go, I need you

As I need you

One day, the hell we live through

One day, it will be worth it

One day I can make you happy

One day I can finally kiss you....

~~False Affection~~

I talk oddly, I know

One of the oddest things

Is calling people "Love."

I mean, why do I do that?

Do I ever mean it?

In a way, I wish I didn't

Causes trouble, it does

Makes them believe I care

When all they really are

Is a shield against the loneliness

And the loneliness and I

Are good friends, to be fully honest

I am used to her company by now

Words keep me company

Bitter bulwarks against the madness

Do I call people "love"

Intending that they fall for me?

I'm not certain

I hope I don't...

They'll only end up hurt

Honestly, I would prefer it

If I was less honest

Kept a few things secret

I've said so much that I

Am truly ashamed of

But maybe doing this

Makes me face it

Ah, a revelation

I've faced before

But I am now quite off track

How many people do I call:

Love, sweetheart, hun

And more?

I am not certain

It just slips out

Do I mean all this affection?

I'm not sure I do

I mean, it's interesting

But it can be pretty bad

If they start believing it....